So I was really excited about today's weigh-in. I ate right (even got my healthy oils in everyday), I got activity in everyday, and I was feeling FINE! So I step on the scale and I only lost 0.6 pounds. UGH!!! I keep losing and gaining the same 0.6 pounds. I am so frustrated, but I am even more frustrated that I am frustrated. I am trying to make this journey so much more than a number on the scale, but I am being a baby about it today. I had made a goal to lose 100 pounds before our fall vacation, which starts Saturday. I have lost 89.6 pounds. I know that is amazing, but I wanted 100. I need to put my big girl panties on and get over it. I am losing, I can see a difference in how I look and feel and someone at church even told me I keep getting thinner and thinner. NO ONE has ever used the word thin when describing me.
AND, because I am frustrated I just want to eat, eat, eat. I really want peanut butter and chocolate. I know it won't make me feel better, BUT I WANT IT!!! I know better at this point than to give in to those food addiction urges. How much sense does it make to eat junk because I didn't lose more than what I wanted? Seriously Kari, STOP BEING A BABY!!!!
Okay, I have vented now and yelled with all caps. I am going to find something to do to take my mind off of everything. Hope you are all having a good week!'
Keep Losing,
Kari
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