A Crappy Week

I won't lie and sugar coat it for you, this has just not been a very good week for me physically or emotionally. I just haven't been feeling well lately which prompted a visit to a specialist and an ER visit for some injections. After the holidays, I will be having ANOTHER colonoscopy to try to figure out what is going on with that part of my body. 

I even had to miss the gym and Weight Watchers today because of how I was feeling. 

Stress is also up this time of year with holiday preparations. And I made a HUGE mistake at work and felt like a failure. 

BUT

I have not given in and quit, I have not turned to food to try to help me feel better. I haven't been 100% on plan, but it is so much better than it has been in past experiences. 

Part of me says, screw it, eat whatever you want. You're sick and you deserve it. But the smarter part of me knows that is not the answer and won't make me feel any better. 

I have a session at the gym tomorrow afternoon that I am determined to make it to and work as hard as my body will let me. 

AND THEN, I have a huge surprise coming tomorrow that I can't wait to share with all of you!  

As I read my Jesus Calling today, it really spoke to how I've been feeling lately. 

It can be so difficult to be grateful for a problem, but if we can those problems lose their power. 

I'm saying bye for now! Prayers for my health would be greatly appreciated ❤️

Sending you all love and healthy wishes!

Keep Losing,

Kari